Embraced by death.

Death is the only way out.

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Tuesday, August 11, 2009

"why would we want to be superficial with you?"

true.

maybe the death of ivan ilyich did get to my head.

but it does bring a new perspective to my world.

now i realise the importance of reflecting upon our lives,

as well as extrapolating my viewpoint to that of a third-person view.

to see my whole life as it goes on,

but would i be able to save this wretched life of mine?

anyway russian literature rocks.

now reading crime and punishment.

the writers were able to depict and illustrate solely with words, that atmosphere of demise, depression, sorrow, pain, conflict, contradictions.

Let's hope i can remain sane (albeit barely) for the rest of these few years.

and hopefully i can see through the superficial and the superfluous.

i shall try.

11:18 PM

The deceased

Eugene Chua
STILL 16. (:
Hwa Chong Institution (College)
09A10
Emo.
Indecisive bastard.
Gets jealous easily.
Social Darwinist.
Thinks too much.
Failed Violinist.
Kendo beginner
HCInteractClub
HCYLEP Activities I/C
My Political Views
I am a left moderate social libertarian
Left: 3.67, Libertarian: 2.25

Political Spectrum Quiz

Deathwishes

That Life Wasn't This Bad.

That I have great close friends.

That I will get great results

That I can be happy (if ever).

That I can go to Japan and survive.

That I can get into the UN next time.

That i can meet a girl of my dreams who's not actually attached and likes me. (tough dream huh.)