sustaining a dead blog is interesting.
let's see how long i can last..
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Emotions are high and flying.
jc life wears me down =(
my heart aches, and my soul burns.
i feel contempt, jealousy, politics all rolled up into one.
a 100% efficient way of killing yourself.
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O.M.G I PASSED JLPT3!!!!!
juxtaposing the letter and my results,
"passing score for ...level 2,3 and 4 - 60% (i.e. 240marks)"
my results: "Writing-Vocabulary: 69/100" "Listening-70/100" "reading-grammar: 104/200 (WIN.) "
"Total: 243/400"
i scraped a pass!
but hey, i didn't study! xD
Trust you by Yuna Itou is out!
I <3 GUNDAM 00 MUSIC! =D
swear i shall get to translating lyrics of songs someday..
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Decided that i shall run for the 36th Council!
=)
vote for me fellow aresians! =D
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Saturday was interact Orientation camp! =D
its a camp but it's only 1 day actually xD
i-group 5 for the win! X)
jin hao me wen wei zhikan serene jocelyn jeraldine and yunjia!
=D
first commserve starts this monday!
anyway we played a lot of games like water bomb x dog and bone, and a game where we have to drink up kickapoo + soy sauce if someone says something and they had done it before....first to finish wins.
i simply said "i didn't have a relationship before." and everyone drank up. good win.
x)
but is it supposed to be happy or sad D=
our skit rocks!
about this guy with no life who joins interact and got life.. xD
won assorted snacks like m and m and roller coaster haha
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went to swirl after that with fellow interactors to play games and eat ice cream! =D
realised that there were 2 dbsk fangirls in interact!
jo and joey! hahahah
they were saying how i sound like yoochun (which qianrui says is totally wrong. :O)
hahah asked me to say various sentences (supposed said by yoochun before xD)
super random xD
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KI tutorial question 4: Is there a real table? What is a real table? =)
own.
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i am just one lonely soul wandering the abysmal depths of this world.
no one to accompany me, no one to walk with me, no one to talk to me.
Welcome to the most exhilirating psychotic mental roller coaster of the year! D:
Ride includes:
2 nygh papers
10 maths questions from tutorial
1 chem worksheet
4 sets of bio notes
3 sets of ki notes
ALL IN 3 DAYS.
GET YOUR RIDE NAO.
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JC workload is overwhelming rawr.
TIME MANAGEMENT I NEED.
peer pressure on the maximum!
realizing that your whole class except you had tried more than 3 questions does spur you on to go the extra mile! :F
taking a subject completely foreign to me and a select handful of ppl just rocks.
FAC DANCE IS UBER COOL.
went for MAD lessons for fun lololol.
staying out everyday til 7-8pm is crazeeeee. >.<
the power level...its..it's...IT'S OVER 9000!
yay.
-.- woke up at 7am for this rawr.
going out with lytien and his classmate later..
pink panther 2!
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orientation was all about SODACHE!
songs dances and cheers!!
wish orientation would just keep on going on and on -.-
went for CT supper at Newton Food Centre!
was playing zong ji mi ma..
then suddenly random stall owner take out his camera (reckon he's a stomper) and took pics of us mixing up random food..
he say we shouldn't mix food around in a non-disposable bowl..
later tio stomp..then we good game.
cedrych tried to fight back and said "don't care let's continue.."
but the majority won and we settled for mixing food in a plastic cup instead. o.O
talk about citizen journalism.
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meanwhile a barrage of meteors of pain and sorrow have struck planet heart, threatening to destroy it, decimate it and to defile my soul.
i sense a mental collapse incoming.
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Time for the Emo Piece of Shit post of the week!
Thanks St Valentine, you gave me a good time,
making me feeling REALLY fine.
i am really used to being abandoned and left behind all alone.
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The Cliff.
you pulled me to the event, then right before the entrance,
you told me, "sorry, guess not."
then another person hobbles by,
and you grab him and run in.
then another day, you pulled me to the party, saying "sure let's go."
and at the doorstep of the party,
you said "sorry i am really sorry."
and then went off.
subsequently going somewhere else.
that's why..promises are lies.
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ORIENTATION IS OVER.
I AM SAD COS I NEED TO START MUGGING LIKE A RETARD.
oh well my life was near non-existent anyway.
I MISS OG7!
but houshun / alex / kenny really lighten the class mood up :)
let's enjoy the remainder of the 2 years! WOOHOO!
went to bugis to do nothing at all..since i wasn't exactly told what to do.
clear stuff isn't that clear.
then met up with aileng at bugis
went for dinner and walked around kino in bugis..
the kino in bugis really non-existent o.O
then we went to the kino in liang court lol
all the jap light novels and manga omg! and the urban legend comic mags!
like dragon age! xD
my ct is 09s70!
at least i know most of the guys in my ct :)
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it's really getting depressing,
all that shit you're giving.
all the excuses you're spouting,
all the crap you're saying.
all that hope you're giving,
which you proceed to crushing.
stop it please.
stop it please.
stop it please.
a straightforward answer is what i am searching,
so stop all your endless babbling,
and give our story an ending.
Me: "Can i cry?"
Me: "no you can't. you are a guy."
Me: "i am really breaking apart..i can't stand all this shit stacking up inside me."
Me: "You are a man."
Me: "before i am a man, i am a human. i have emotions."
Me: "then cry. and then be a man."
Me: "okay."
it's okay to cry.. right?
i don't know why, but i have so much stress that i self-inflicted that i am going crazy.
should i die?
Orientation day 3!!
random talks in the morning that no one cares about, as usual.
then the cca exhibition :D
after that we had our og dinner!
lijie our ogl bought pizza and we ate at the tian tang! :D
now our og is much more enthu le =)
gossiped and talked random jc stuff from 5.30 to like 8.30 :O
so fun!
totally beat.
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Orientation day 4!
KI TALK IS CRAZY.
but it sounds kinda interesting and challenging =p
OG GAMES DAY! =D
WATER GAMES FTW! xD
our team's really unlucky anyway..losing to the most improbable circumstances..
think along the lines of "somehow we can keep losing in scissors paper stone o.O"
theres a lot of creative games like soap table hockey! xD
we got 10 / 30 points as of thursday lol but it was good fun =D
went to serene centre mac after the whole thing for mini-og dinner + pocheng AKA warren's little brother LOL
Played Zhong Ji Mi Ma! the forfeit was a mixture of coke / curry sauce / ketchup / chilli / bbq sauce! o.O
lucky i nvr drink..
warren and chuin yin both got stomachache HAHA
did random stuff like going to make friends with a nearby guy (met with some apparent hostile response), go in and hug a random person, frog jump around mac (which i did), ask for a random person's name, and going to the cashier ppl and saying "good job" and shaking their hands HAHA
<3 og7!
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Orientation Day 5!
if u thought KI was difficult, try doing a diagnostic test for bio on the first lecture of bio with absolutely zero bio background! =D
2.5hours break is fun. lol.
played bball! :D
need to learn how to maneuver..
GAMES DAY 2!
WATER SLIDE IS SUPER FUN! XD
sadly we didnt win anything today lol.
11 points / 45 points.. gg
zeren smashed his balls on the bench...ouch. >.>
og7 went for mass dinner at pizza hut @ j8! =D
after that went to some nearby park to play the playground and talk crap!
i have learnt that the merry go round is a dangerous device that could threaten to force your body to expel all that you have ate(and perhaps some innards if your unlucky.)
played around until 10.40 or so..
i miss the og! we are fun! XD
lijie's random talk about jc life is really funny haha
OG OUTING NEXT WEEK KAY! :D
overslept on the mrt zomg.
when i woke up, i saw this mrt guy talking to me saying "your the only one left. this mrt's gonna get locked."
wtf.
almost got locked in the mrt zz.
orientation is fun! :)
Orientation Day 1!
Boring talks and blah blah all the way from the morning to like 1pm . -.-
note-worthy words of the day: biolozy, fukulty. x.x
orientation was alright..
i am in OG7 with warren / kelvin! :D
kelvin had a fever so he didnt come for the first day tho.
due to KI / SMTP tests, half of our group was gone..
thus very leng icebreakers indeed.
then we did sodache.
sodache.
cool french word?
nah.
SOngs DAnce and CHEers. =)
sang the rev-it-up song which is not exactly that high and adreneline-inducing.
and the very sad (almost like a break up song) song, Chang Yi Shou Hua Chu De Ge.
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Today!
did mass dances..
i totally can't dance x.x
did 2 solo dances and the infamous(famous?) pair dance.
oh the horror.
then we went to play games!
like ride-on-someone's-back-and-get-the-opponent's-cap, and 3legged soccer!
won only one game and tied one..lost 3 others..
4 points only o.O
my throat totally died from all the cheering :O
and i am dead beat T_T
tmr's CCA exhibition o.O
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I passed KI test!
:DD
now to see what subjects to take with KI..
i guess i lost what's essential to a human.
DunkIt@Chingay'09!
finally end my mental trauma.
it's really making me turn into a hikkikomori.
logistics department. =)
everyone.
hcjc c1! and regarding why i am holding yijiao's hand..
random pic taken by the friendly foreigner.
darn sore throat. -.-
and i got into orientation group 7! bleh 7 again.
i am just so unstable now..
i cant even concentrate on my violin. zz
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can't keep my farce up.