how do i trust anyone?
i don't think i trust anyone at all.
it is so easy to simply put up an aura of mistrust around yourself,
and so hard to get yourself to trust anyone.
not after your trust backfires.
and you suffer the backlash.
what is trust?
a consensual bond between 2 persons,
acknowledging and believing in each other.
i don't think i can do that.
Not anymore.