am i even trying?
I don't think so.
I stopped trying since 26th April.
perhaps that's why i am so laid back nowadays.
there's no point trying,
plus "i am doing well anyway. why try harder?"
BDDD is my definition of well, anyway.
i am emo-ing and passing on these feelings of self-inflicted pain and punishment, even when i have not tried and simply given up.
Shall i be assertive?
Even if not, at the very least,
I Will Try Harder.