the past 10 days or so was horror to me.
i have been in a nervous rack, screwed up all my work, decided on something, and now hope that everything can go fine.
i lost sight of what i aimed for, and at that last moment, lost everything i worked so hard for.
i became too complacent, and at that last moment, got into a mental breakdown.
i got the worst questions, and at that last moment, no answers.
i got the worst luck, and at that last moment, it came back to haunt me.
i have failed.
and i will NOT fail in my life again.