no one reads this piece of crap anyway..thus i can emo all i want.
firstly on the issue of backstabbing..
screw you.
promising me you wont tell then stabbing me the next day?
i am not stupid.
sorry but i cant see you as a friend anymore.
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secondly,
on my out-of-worldly illusions that somehow promises are made to me.
its all my imagination i guess.
promises are nothing but sweet whispers and nice words.
it all boils down to nothing.
i am stupid to have believe any pact was ever made.
i am stupid.
i am the lowest priority on other people's priority list.
and i put them at the top.
how stupid can i get.
how stupid can i freaking get.
to get pangsehed time and time after again, and still expect them to still fulfill their promises.
i am stupid. really stupid.
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i hate myself.
i hate this school.
i hate this world.
how can anyone be so cruel.
i am just a kid,
and they impose all these social tortures on me.